Why?

Why does it always seem when everything I think things are going good, then all of a sudden it seems like everything in the world is going wrong. I feel the connections of friendships are getting lost and how they don't seem to care, getting the stress from school, dance, who knows what else just enjoys adding to the stress. Then I feel like I still get bs from people after saying no to someone to prom. I'm worth that I chose comfort over faking a smile. I did that twice already And third time won't make a difference. But all in all, I stood up for myself and I'm happy with my decision. I could care less at this point. I just want summer to be here already, so I can start driving and go where I want to go. And not have to deal with bs people that always flake and enjoys bs-ing you every chance they get. I need a hero, someone please, give me a peace of mind.