Prayers answered.

I now know the reason why God had put me in the position I was in. Trying to know the difference between have a "boyfriend material friend" and having a "guy best friend material". Even though I was seriously crushing on the guy I was crushing on, I now understand that, I would rather have him as a best friend than a boyfriend. I'd rather be that friend that he can go to for anything and having the long run of having the friendship than having the relationship then break-up then hating each other moment. Yeah, I understand now. Thank you God for answering my prayers.