Trying

It's hard when you come back from an awesome retreat, even though I was leading it this time. And you, yourself gets into the "Confirmation Hyped" and always being so happy and appreciating the little things in life. Then it comes to going back into reality. Yup, that dream is over. I think church is my little getaway. It eases my stress, I become peaceful, I see the people I love the most. When I'm not there, it's hard living the Catholic life. It's hard not falling for temptation. Being jealous or mad is like second nature to me. Even though I come though with a epiphany, I still fall back down. I know God gives me the strength to be strong, patient, and fearless. But, it's hard when temptation is around.