In the End.

Last week was I must say was amazing. Thursday's SDYM Beach Trip really just made my summer. It felt so unreal because it was just too perfect. Majorly thankful for them. NO JOKE!

School's starting up, SENIOR year! It hasn't kicked in yet, but maybe on the first day it will. Hopefully. Praying, for a good year, solved problems and what not, in or out of school.

This is to this one dear person who I truly miss, even though we have problems right now and haven't talked to each other for about 3 months now.

I can honestly say that I miss you. You and I were super close. You were like my little sister. You were there for me and I was there for you. I wish this chaos never happened because look at us now. This is getting no where. I know you probably like the way things are now, but you should know it's effecting not only me, but to everyone. I want to stop assuming so many things of why you guys stopped coming. Also, on why things don't want to be solved. To me it feels like you are still immature to solve things and how you try to act tough and strong and yet you talk crap about us and telling others things that aren't true. When truly, everything is a misunderstanding. I know you can do better than this. You can't let your fears get to you. All I want is a talk. Work things out. It almost happened, but fb messages are really not the way to do it. Especially since even after you messaged us, then in person you can't even talk to us. I know I said baby steps, but did you really take any steps? By now you won't believe it but I really do miss you and I want things to work out. There is no need to hold a grudge, and there is no need to assume things anymore. I still have faith in you.