It's been a while.

I haven't wrote in this in a long time. But who actually reads this? Oh well, it doesn't matter. Well it's just lately things are going downhill for me. It's summer and all but it has mostly good times but when it comes to it's bad times, its really bad, like, really BAD.

It sucks how people say things in public and then it makes others look bad. When you know it is a just a big misunderstanding and what not. It sucks how people never wants to talk it out to the person. It's totally understandable when you want to talk about it to a friend but when you talk about it with people who knows the other person then it is like you want them to choose sides, that's total bull.

I've been trying so hard to look from your perspective and honestly, yeah, it does suck. But it could of been taken a different way. If you did the right things and didn't take advantage of your position, you probably wouldn't have to be in this spot right now. I just hope you understand where we are coming from, and be in our shoes. And see how hard it is to be where we are. We just want to let you know that we still love you. And we are just trying to do what is better for you.