winter break begins!

it was a chill day. Got sweets. YUMMY! i got a T-SHIRT from Joanna! Teehee! i loved it! it was cute! Then, took bus home. Took a nap. Then got ready for FLO night! Hanged out for a while. Then played a trivia game. Two people are asked questions and they have to answer as many questions as possible. Some makes me want to watch The Peanuts Christmas Special. Then we ate and talked. Thanks Alex for pushing me to absolutely no where. and un-doing the laces on my moccasins. Now one of them looks funny. Then played Hostages, with a twist. Everyone hides (prisoner) and there's one Seeker. Then 2 people that are stealers. The point of the game is that the seeker finds the missing people and puts them in the middle of the hall. But a stealer can steal that person and hide them somewhere else. If the seeker sees the stealer with a prisoner then the prisoner is let go and can safely go back to the middle without being touched again. While the stealer stands in place for a minute. The point of the game is that the Seeker is God. The Stealers are the sinners that tempts the people. The prisoners want to stay with God. But the stealers tempt them to go away and sin. But when God (seeker) saves you, then you will never be touched again by the sin. It went somewhere along those lines. Then we played Risk. I never knew that board game was so funny. Too bad I still don't know how to play. So I mostly stuck with Stevens camera. But yes, this was a good beginning of my winter break!

Oh you know, so I thought I was doing great without you. Then, I see all these memories coming at me. I'm still fucking confused. I know, we made mistakes, and I know we both somewhat regret it, but what can I say. We can't do anything about it. That's why I don't regret it. I have no clue what to think of you anymore. What are you doing to yourself? Then, making ways to get me mad! WTH! Why would you do that? I don't even do things to you. I have no existence to your life, but then your still there making me suffer. I don't know why since you 'moved on' with your life. Makes me think so low of you and how desperate you become. I pray that you come to realize what you have become. But, it's ok. I still forgive you and I hope you forgive me too.