just cause....

-I miss you too much
-I cried over you too much
-I vented a lot
-I wanted a promised friendship
-I put away all the pictures and letters you gave me
-I still get mixed emotions
-I know you want to try
-I feel like I'm putting very little effort
-I know there's still a sense of having the dgaf feeling
-I know you are avoiding me
-I don't know if your doing it on purpose
-I notice something's wrong
-I care

Just cause of these things that made me what I am today. I still find it hard to keep up with you. You don't know how much you meant to me, and you still do. Then just cause of this situation, your not going to talk to me at all? When we both know there is an event coming up where we have to talk. I really don't want it to be awkward for both of us. Well, I'll suck it up and not let you see me suffer, because I have opened my eyes to new reliefs. I'm not letting you stop me from being happy again. I know you wanted me to be. I know your happy now, too. I'm not afraid to be your friend all over again. I'm just waiting for you.